Saturday, January 22

Get out.

I don't know why she doesn't like me.

She says hi, hugs me, and acts completely normal.

But she likes to make plans with the others right in front of me.

She'll say to Lacey, "Hey lets go see Despicable Me today! At the dollar theatre! Me, you, and the twins!"

Or, "Hey! Come to my house tonight! We can swim in the hot tub at midnight!"

And I'll just leave.

Because I really don't know what to do about it.

Why am I letting this trivial thing hurt me?

Because it does.

A lot.

I wish I could go back to my old life, where I actually mattered to someone.
To something.

But who cares?

Oh wait. I do.

And then I don't.

And do.

And don't.


  1. I feel the exact same way....

    It's so complicated :(

  2. I hate feeling left out:(
    The ironic thing is, those girls will probably go and talk about you the whole time and they didn't even invite you. Crazy, right?
    Oh yeah, 'cause they're jealous.

  3. That's an awesome poem! I wish I could write like that = ( I know how you feel, by the way!

  4. Hey I followed your blog, but I went to the end of the follower list..???

  5. aw :( I feel the exact same way about my "friends" so you arent alone on this one :(

  6. You know what I say... WHO NEEDS 'EM?!
    Seriously though, it may hurt you now, but in the long run, it wont matter AT ALL if this stupid girl was your friend or not.
    You don't need her!
    If she is being a biotch, then just ditch her and forget about it. You're school is HUGE, I'm sure there is SOMEBODY in it that's worth your time.
    Don't waste it on this chick. Seriously.
    She sounds dipsy anyway.
    And remember, you'll always have me <3 :)

  7. I hate it when people do that!! It's so obnoxious!! Love this poem!! Also love your blog, I'm following now!!

  8. That's probably the most annoying thing a 'friend' can do. It's life, I guess. But don't worry, your not alone and everyone feels the exact same way! Promise!